A presence that is gone / the mark on the wall / the scar on the face / the trace of a shadow / no blood in the head / the memory comes before the event / the event never arrives / an aborted dream / a water melon / a trace of live and a rest of reality / if reality is what it should be as it is trueful and emotionally palpable / in contrast to what is false, intricate, material but inherent / on standby / a piece of aluminium / a precise cut / a dead end and its narrowness / lights off / unbearable noisy silence / a stone flies onto my chest / no impact / heaviness since before / magnetism without charisma / innerness / excavation / a hole / a leak / emptiness / a terrifying image / a constant return without a step-back / lights off / lights on / a move into b / back to a / anxiety of nowhereness / uusu / wind / cold abysm / rapidness / asphyxiating heavy levitation / rapidness / breath, breath, don’t feel your pulse / disorientation / space without connection / a stop / another stop / no train / no trip.